Devil is dragging me

After a long time, i have done some work today in office. These days most of my time in going idle. That is not my mistake. I am always ready to work. But there is no one who can give me proper work.

Without any work, i am not able to focus myself. Usually when there is no work, i am not self motivated enough to assign myself some dedicated work and do that. I will keep on sitting idle when there is no work...

U know that "Idle mind is devil's workshop". So most of the time my mind is an devil's workshop. In the devil's workshop things are not in ur control. Everything is involuntary.

Most of the time i am caught in that state and devil is dragging me down. I donno how to overcome it. Even if sometimes i do it, it is becoming strong enough to pull me down....

Oh god...save me from this .......

Diwali...

I was in my native for this diwali after 3 long years. In my family we used to celebrate diwali and pongal in my grandma's house (maternal) in chidambaram. This has been a tradition and we are following it for abt 20 yrs.

Last three years i was not able to join them as i was working in the Mumbai branch of my office.
This year, as i was transferred to chennai branch, i was able to join them. We, the entire uncle family and brothers went there on friday nite itself. And the four days went like an hour.

My aunts, parents have come over there. So it was nice to see all the ppl in the same place after a long time.

Since i had no friends, i stayed in house for most of the time. I went to my parent's place (Kodiyalam - small village abt 10 kms from chidamabaram). Stayed for a day.

As usual, things are straight forward in my life. Nothing special happened in these four days...
Oh my god....